I am in such a silly rut. I manage to make an ass of myself when I'm trying to protect myself. It's a vicious circle Meghan, and you perpetuate it. I'm tired of screwing up and feeling bad.

I had a really good time on Tuesday.

Yesterday I was looking at photos from the last few weeks. Damn are my eyes ever big. It's a wonder I'm not a cartoon.

Jesse is home from Australia, and all of a sudden it became real to me that I went to Australia and had a month of my life there. Sometimes this summer I realized that I had forgotten about that incredible month. It's nice to have that time back.

I did my play. It was a success. There are things I won't do next time and I learned a ton. I'm so, so thankful for all my helpful friends who supported me. I did it, and I can do things like that. I'm capable. YES (a la Napoleon).