Whew, so I'm a little calmer today. Last night I turned into an emotional wreck. I've felt like slitting my wrists for about a month. No one noticed, I felt worse, and have been a shit to everyone. I'm sorry. I am sorry. I am not better, but I hope I know why all my friends seem to hate me. I hope it's not something else.

I've been accepted to every University, except for one program. That's good, except it's such a hard decision. I'm excited and terrified. It will be an adventure.

The world is making me crazy.