No bold today.

I'm thinking about everything. I'm getting by by myself, and I can't decide if that's good, or if I want to bring my friends into this. It's not their problem, and I don't know if I could make them understand the magnitude that this has taken for me.

I'm not depressed anymore, just confused, tired. I don't know what I want. I feel as though I've lost most of my friends. I know it would be my fault too, which adds to feeling shitty. I hate right now SO much. I need a time machine.