I'm feeling bleh, and knowing I shouldn't, so here it is, ladies and gentlemen...

Things in my life that suck right now:

-rehearsal schedule. ew.
-no good food in my house.
-needing a new roommate.
-so much homework.
-no time for friends/fun stuff.
-missing my mom. a lot.
-confused about something.
-a wrecked ankle. thanks a lot, stair.

Isn't it funny how you can feel really bad, and when you list the bad things that are going on and bringing you down, they aren't all that bad at all? In fact, in the scheme of things, they are meaningless and all things that will go away very soon. They are almost embarassing to feel bad about. I'm definitely stressed, I have to schedule time to think, and that usually gets overtaken by my need to do laundry, buy food, finish a project, etc. I have lost touch with a lot of people, not completely, but enough to make me sad. I'm really looking forward to Christmas break, when I can just stop worrying about work and time and I can sleep as much as I want, go to the gym (haha), see people and get ready for camp and le projet. But my life is definitely going okay.

So, to make me feel better, here's the good things in my life right now:

-dorky, musical loving friends here who get excited about showtunes and discuss mounting productions with me.
-being able to rant to great people who know how to make me feel better in ways that I'd never been comforted before.
-learning never-can tell games for two hours, and getting all worked up about them with a group of twenty year olds.
-stimulating classes.
-Freaks and Geeks with Tamara.
-my boyfriend, proving he's not superficial, practically encouraging me not to shave my legs. awesome. since all I wear is sweats and jeans thanks to rehearsal ("movement clothes"), it's a good time.
-plums. yum.
-caught up with homework, for now.
-almost Christmas break.
-my mom is visiting next weekend. look out wine sellers of Montreal.
-good people.
-feeling ambitious and planning projects for myself next summer.

Life is decent. Good.